~Sad Laughter~ is more \painful/ than crying*

Revive the blog

2008-06-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

I have post once again in like a million years.........
Anyway holidays so many Course and camp and homework so sian......
haha and i got 54th place out of 764 shooters in the competition....anyway my team mem all lousy so lets not talk about it.......

PS:I post this post because KH(Khoon Hwa) said i shouldn't let the dead lie when i can revive it and because of Derick cause he said i was too lazy which i admitted.

So i decided to post one post and revive it for ONE Freaking DAY WHOOOO!!!!

21th may

2008-05-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

Got back more results overall i failed 3 subjects Eng, Combine Humanities and Pure Geography.

Well i guess results weren't rally up to standard but well i tried lets try to learn from our mistakes and change.
Eng d7, Chinese c5, Physics C6, Chem A2, Emath A2,Amath A1, Geog D7(i think) combine humanities F9.

Really i have way too many careless my physics 1 mistake first question whole of the following the 3b,3c,3d all wrong cause of that one mistake cause it was a follow up and there was seriously not enough time and the last question(i skipped some) the graph i drew and the first 3 question could get from the graph the ans -.-".

Sad chem melting point i put boiling point minus mark ask for charge i give the ion....

Eng first passage was a killer.

Chinese overall did well compared to my f9 in sec 2.

Geog counted ok as i have been failing and i only need 2 and a half more mark to pass.

Emath careless the laws of indices and negative never put negative and I DIDN'T STUDY SEC 2 which is like 1 of the paper most of it is sec2.

Amath Damn careless i know how to do and yet some mistake in my equation and i lost more than 6 marks anyway A1 is ok.

Combine humanities i did ok for the prose unexpected and the mocking bird i failed overall was a 24/50. SS wooo 22.............22/100 lol sian 11/50 24+11=35 lol failed like shit.

Wats with all the careless anyway today was quite ok...fun

Jingen was being sick so was Ginyang.....Jingen and his lesbian passage(the unseen prose) then got 1 part say "metallic taste the blood that seeps from me each month"
He go say the author taste the blood sick sia.Ginyang was un the gory gross go describe some car accident which he supposedly saw then ms rajah say she saw meat when she was coming to school 1 day but it was actually a suicide lol said she didn't know it was a body.she talked about an eye on a branch which she didn't saw but heard and it was way gross.

After school Campfire wood.Went to soak until 6+ there goes the problem again people playing and slacking come on guys CHANGE!i am trying very hard to change my squad i am also going to try to train the sec 2 to be more responsible so that they won't suffer a very long debrief.Joshua cute sia the kerosene very dirty then left there cause want keep then he went to pour water inside lol he like very blur like that every time in class ask question right after teach just answer lol.

After that went for Lifesaving did shallow water and deep water resuscitation, recovery position, rope throwing and practice abit on defensive techniques overall it was fun everybody wasn't so serious i really needed that break from yesterday.

When will things change for the better?

Painful memorable day

2008-05-20T21:00:00.008+08:00

Tuesday 20th May

Today was the day, the day we got back our test papers. Today was the day, the day CCA resumes.Today is the day, A day I will never forget.

Today we got back some of our test papers the results were good for some bad for some. Most of us were sad because of 1 subject or another .Overall my results were Quite ok except for Geog and physics. I just passed my physics due to some careless mistake and misjudge of time (1 question I had 1st question wrong and the rest follow up question all were wrong due to it).Geography even though I failed, I believe that I am improving everyday I got a 22½ for geog upon 50 that is and it already quite good as most of my CA for geog is most E8-F9.

Npcc practice….One of the most memorable one of all I may never forget this day. We start off as usual all the practice everything all was well until the hike briefing. We forgot to greet Jacquelyn as we were engrossed with the hike and maybe because of the exam break I guess that is one of the most common mistakes we made it has happened quite a lot of time if I do say so. We got a bit of scolding. Next memorable thing was our debrief it was um how do I put it quite long like and hour or so where half the time was scolding and the other half the time is punishment. My endurance and strength is still relatively low even though I have started swimming and I can do quite ok pumping since the day I started it has really improved a lot. Sometimes I really feel like a burden to the squad even though most of the time I am not the one making the huge mistakes but my strength problem is really getting in the way of my life…..anyway lets leave that for later.

My Reflection as an Nco up till now

My reflection as an Nco a HUGE topic somehow I felt like writing it even though it is a huge topic I don’t know where to start or end so I this should be short most of it would be about today’s training.

My roles and Aims. My roles I believe as an NCO is to train the cadet to be more disciplined to teach them what I know or in other words pass down my knowledge of what the previous batch taught us. And I finally realize today (20th may) my real role my real aim not only as an Nco but more so as a Sec 2 squad i/c. Here is what I gained from my enlightenment. After 3 months and finally I know my role, my role is not only to teach the Sec 2 about knowledge about Npcc but more so on responsibility as they will be taking the squad in another 10 months or so.

My squad. Generally, my squad is not really that far apart in terms of relationship. I didn’t realize that only today but also on many other occasions. My squad isn’t the best out there but I still love them today punishment I really had trouble breathing Soon Kiat told Jacquelyn. That is one example. Another example today after the punishment some were walking out of school slow Yeh Hang and Yuen yin went to the gate and went to do with them. Yet another example I was feeling sick squat outside the gate the light turned green they crossed but they came back after that. Isn’t that enough examples to show that our squad bond quite well with one another. Sometimes I really wonder why I did the punishment with them like during the marksmanship badge incident where any one who didn’t get it had to do sort of a punishment. It was just a feeling that I and the others had to do it even though we got marksman. It’s just another feeling that same feeling why they came back while they were half way across the road today because we care for one another.

Our problems. Somehow I really believe that we really aren’t performing up to expectation of everything is it our attitude? I believe that partly it is. Is it because we weren’t taught well in terms of character? I partly believe so but I am not blaming the previous batch I guess they weren’t strict enough well I finally realize why they weren’t very strict. Been 3 month since I became and Nco, I have took the squad a couple of times but it is definitely hard to be strict with them partly because of our relationship as friends for the past year and we don’t want to lose that piece of friendship. Must be hard for Our CI to be scolding us all the time being hated is kind of a painful feeling. I believe that the second part of our problem is our immaturity how many of us can say that we aren’t playful not many most of the time we are always joking around and stuff which get us into a lot of trouble. Take today’s Punishment for an example Ruijie says that everyone is playing say the key is lost and such which led him to duplicate the key thus we got this punishment. Next our sense of responsibility lets just take today’s schedule for example It wasn’t up as we thought we could put up on Monday but it was a holiday that day which kind of slip our minds. I won’t say we did nothing to salvage the situation we did at least call the cadets up to inform them about today’s practice. How many of us do our parts in proposals? Another issue due to responsibility.

Lets we can just work together for another 10 months more to prove ourselves worthy of being NCOs 10 months can be counted long or shot depending on how you see it. Our squad isn’t small we Have what 18 people? We call just need to do a small part no matter how small it is just do our part. Without a supporting role there wouldn’t be a lead role, Coexistence. Without a minor part where will the major part go?

As I said earlier OUR squad is well bonded however we lack attitude and the sense of responsibility.

Can WE change in time?

Exams are OVER!

2008-05-18T22:54:00.009+08:00

Ok haven blogged in a while....ok not a while...very long fine.......who cares.....

Anyway Sec 3 this year has really been stressful. Not only on the exams part and studies but also for CCA being an NCO is really not as dun as we thought many thing to do like proposals and stuff.

Just yesterday we had a meeting for Camp because our proposal um...lets put it in a more refine way was not so good(meaning SUX) so we had to have a meeting to clear everything up when Wilson Sir was there everyone was um well behave and stuff but after he left like everyone started playing and not long like around 1 hr we did nothing and everyone well almost was playing and most left after 1 hr......We decide to bring home the work but i could tell you that we would not do it anyway.

Well lets go back to the exams ok i totally screwed the mid-year haven't got back my results though.....i am prepared to say bye bye to my A1 in A-math and physics prepared to fail my humanities and Chinese and prepared to get an average mark in the rest ok maybe i am exaggerating a bit. I got to say Physics was a killer i didn't even have the time to finish even though i tried to rush through the whole paper almost the whole of the last section was left blank and some of them said that Miss Wendy tan said that like More than haft the class failed which was um well i guess we already expected it.
Getting results back on Tuesday just thinking about it makes me feel the nervous kind of feeling.

Hairs getting long i am so going to get caught for hair you should see my back its so damn long....Ok that was way random out of nowhere
Ok the top sentence made me remember something.....Opportunity is nowhere(nowhere)
No where or Now here......pesimistic or optimistic well that made me thought about another thing.Most people say that they are unlucky but if you can see it in a differnt way then you might feel you are lucky and you might feel happy like somwone was shot they could say "why am i so unlucky to get shot" well another would say "WOW i am so lucky to survive"so like is all about how you see it your opinion counts.....So never give up just think positive.

Ok enough about random stuff.

Wed-Fri was post exam was boring but i guess we shouldn't complain cause the teacher put in alot of effort for these activity i just got that thought during a movie we were watching cause i was bored.Just like the camps we know its hard to organise a camp now but we didn't really know and didn't really treasure what the seniors had do to organise the camp.

Many CCa activity coming up course and stuff.Hike this saturday Lmsc, Camp and stuff.I finally realise my role as an NCO and Especially as a Sec 2 I/c Just got that thought while i was doing stuff.

~My role as a sec 2 I/c is to train the sec 2 to become the best to become NCO's so that they will be able to take over the unit properly and train the sec 1 and 2~

Well the sec 2 squad may be a small squad but i believe that they can become better they are now quite good if i do say so just some aren't so serious about their work and stuff. But overall i think i am in love with them lol....joking they are quite fun though.

Ok short post but who cares.

Never Give up. Think Optimistic!

Us trip

2008-03-15T04:16:00.001+08:00

OK I just reached Singapore like 4 hrs ago like 12am somewhere there. Due to jet lag I can’t seem to sleep or is not sleepy right now anyway the trip was fun I am just going to write a short post to summarize everything cause I should try to sleep and get back into the time zone(yeh schools starting in like 2 days its Saturday 4am now lol)

So the flight is like 20 hr domestic flight between Washington and Newark 2hrs, Tokyo and Washington 12-14hrs, Tokyo and Singapore 5-6hrs so its an average of 20 hrs long flight….

When we were going there, there was a little problem and 2 student(me included) and ms leong have to take a later flight and we reach it we was like 1+am in the morning of that country.

2^nd day we repair the robot a lot of problem will elaborate in next post

3^rd day competition we saw blocks of ice small patches which were snow when we went to the competition location and team 1 won the think award we could have won too if not for the problem of programming and more in the next post

4^th day we went around New York we went to the statue of liberty central park and a humongous toy store couldn’t go to time square cause we woke up late cause of daylight saving

5^th day went to school it was pretty fun the people were nice more in the next post

6^th day went to school again and cooked food for the Americans and it was a disaster more in the next post

7^th day went to DeVry University it was nice more info on the school the next post and we went shopping at King of Prussia it was HUGE and I bought 2 Levis jeans for 56Usd cool huh

Anyway I should end here and sleep cause tmr is going to be a long day going to school in the morning if I have time I will go and help make the invitation cards for the Passing out parade and guess wat it 4:12 am

Wow 12 min to write a short post that too way too long must be because I haven typed for a long long long time in the US

5 test.....1week...

2008-02-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

theres gonna be 5 test this week so sian.....

Who likes test? 5 test in a week is way too much don't you think and its not like 1 day a test but some days there are 2 test at least if its 1 day 1 test spread out over 5 days its still ok at least its spread out i am sooo gonna die i can't seem to catch up on my homework and stuff like that i hate mondays and wednesday monday 1hr of math lesson 2 hr of remedial,2hrs of tuition math haiz.....

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CNY

2008-02-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today CNY such a sad day

I have no idea why i am feeling this way

I don't know when it started but it was around last year on the lower part of the year.
Anyway the feeling is that i don't feeli that special occasions arent that special anymore that just my feelings anyway.
Anyway today was boring no seriously i stayd at home all day relatives came but didn't talk much. Just took out stuff and serve them.

My family just went down to run except me of course cause i dun feel like doing anything

Yesterday i went back to primary school saw ah pek there alot of the 6/1 went back 6/2 i guess didn't want to go cause they know that they cannot enter the school to see the teacher anyway yesterday school was just 1 chemistry lesson and then concert the concert was ok i guess first parents performing and teacher performing were boring until sthudents perform that when the fun begins wushu freestylers singing yeh the singing was funny Cao Cao haha they sing so fast sia its quite a fast song but the sing it was too much faster.

Anyways 3/5 is ok quite a fun class not reaaly as noisy as 2e but its quite fun with regular humor, who knew joshua is such a funny person and yeh hang so lame....The whole class is easy to go along with.

Ok so my decision is made i decide to go for the US trip and Miss my NCO camp......well its not always that you get to go overseas especially when you are poor and now i am getting subsidy and if i mean IF i manage to win something it would be worth quite alot of CCA points and it would be a new experience Its a regionals competition mind you but some how pahang camp would also be a great experience but nevermind i should think about my future first.

I should really change my blogskin its been really too long since i change it Sec 3 life is just was filled with test and its only the beginning of the year i woner how much mire i can take.

What song should i change it to Something tragic(no idea same as sad i guess)? sad(zi wo cui mian)? pervertic(sha shou)?

Searching for new blogskin....thinking of a new song to change to.

lol i just typed this whole post with one hand my head is resting on my other hand lol.

Well Happy Chinese New year everyone.

Choices

2008-01-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

OK sec 3 life is retarded it sucks. Way too many homework I really haven even done ONE of my chinese homework.

Today i really don't have the mood to write a very long post well we shal see how much i can write before crying/falling asleep hmm...well sec 3 has way too many homework,way to many things to do and also way too many choices to make.

Alll subjects would give you Homework at LEAST i mean least every 2 lesson 1 homework.

Phys over bio i dun know i manage to choose physic somehow

US robotics trip or ncocamp+resilience camp i don't know i spend alot of my time on the robot so i don't want to give up on it but then i will miss the resiliences camp and NCO camp which i waited for 2years

i am going to cry ok i want to end here

Xie zhen ting(1 million star top 10) blog http://www.wretch.cc/blog/bbcd1010a
shawn blog(Campus superstar)http://www.ynwahs.blogspot.com/

BOth so young yet so talented life is so unfair to others seriously
yeh hang so hardworking god made him short
so sad.....

BYE.......

Time really files

2008-01-18T01:07:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why i am writing this post now at 1 am sometimes i feel that i am really going crazy anyway homework is pileing up like mad seriously give me a break no w8 don't give US a break.

SOmetimes i don't know i think i have made a wrong decision in joining SMART no seriously somehow interest seem to just fade away due to the lack of time and me having to forgo the resillence camp and maybe just maybe not sure yet i have to miss my NCO camp.... now the interest is really gone. I think they said they were going to postpone the camp to ard march hols where i would be in the US as the Resillence camp is before that the rest should be able to attend the nco course now i really feel like crying.

i took this sentence from show luo's self hypnosis song "现在我的幽默, 只是掩饰着心痛我的难过 Now I am humorous only to conceal being grieved, my sadness" becasue i feel that it really describe my feelings right now in school i act like everything is ok and stuff but inside i feel like crap i have been forgetting alot of things because i think i really made alot of mistakes these feel days getting lots of homework choosing the wrong choice?not sure if i have made the right choice in joining SMART maybe i shouldn't have really its too much sacrifice but thinking on the sacrifices i made i don't want to quit but i also don't want to miss anymore other fun activities which most of them are going to enjoy.

Sometimes i really want o learn how to timetravel so that i can correct all the mistakes if anyof you know a REAL way to PHYSICAL timetravel not in the mind those kind PLEASE tell me i would really be greatful.

Now thinking back i don't know if it is the right choice to change to physics over biology i just can't seem to choose between them and i don't wish to take triple science.

CCa orientation was boring but i still went on 2 days as at least i still get to see my wonderfuk squad mates/unit mates most of the days it was raining so the sec 1 didn't get to try the vertical rope climb.

Anyway POP is going to be soon CC com is also going to be soon so now i guess i should wish the sec 4's good luck for their O levels and the CC team gd luck for the competition the whole squad is cheering for you bring back the gold!!

Thinking back on my cca i remembered last time Joshua was not so enthu into np but now seeing him talking about npcc campcraft he is very happy so i guess npcc isn't such a bad cca right?anyway most of the sec ones would be joining ncc but i don't really care because i know NP rawks more then ncc we are everyday laughing and playing together though they were fights but we eventually learn to get along with each other quiet nicely.like weiming he might be abit irritating at times but hes usually the one that how should i say hmm...makes everything more lively willie everytime joking,soon kiat trying to lead?yeh hang trying his best in all,ruijie doing all he can being entu in np,arnold trying his best in campcraft, kai ho trying to play his part, junjie playing joking and being serious when needed,yuen yin talking making everything more fun,junting hmm...playing around? i guess these are the more enthu ones.We have learn to work and play together in class in NP in camps thinking back on these makes me smile.Even though sometimes one makes a mistake and we all do the punishment together i still believe that those memories are happy.

now i am listening t some of show luo sad songs li liang,zi wo cui mian ,wo bu hui change ge,zhe yi miao wo ku le and others

its 1.30am now only soon hui sir is online he has become a CI and has become very black guess CI course is very tough bet soon kiat and yeh hang would take it well only time will tell.

Time to sleep(alot of homework haven't done) i think i would do it after i wake up at 5am.

New YEAR!!

2008-01-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

oh its another year has past its really too fast...

i lost interest in blogging at first i still wrote post and save on my com just lazy to post it but after a while i stopped and i gotta dig my computer to find those post including atc one i think and anyway this holiday wasn't that boring(gotta find other post) i worte one not too long ago

anyway now is 2.40am in the morning of the new year can't seem to sleep

Anyway yesterday i went for a hair cut and now my hair is really really short and if my npcc mates saw me i think they won't regconize me cause they saw me with long hair like a few days ago and i think when school reopen tmr no one is gonna recognize me

anyway i lost all my homework materials so i haven don't any homework and junjie say only god or buddha can help me lol and i ain't even a religious person so i guess i am dead meat lol but anyway i realise starting last year special dates/occasion don't feel any special for me anymore it just like i just stay on the computer take it as an ordinary day nothing else

And today/yesterday i drank champagne it didn't tast very nice ok it tase ok it was abit bitter gas-ey but the smell was horrid but it was ok i guess makes the throat feels weird lol anyway i drank 2 glasses or half glasses those wine glass(rounded) kind in those kind of glasses so it was pretty much just a new experience but overall everything was ok.

So i guess now its 2.48am and i guess i shall end here and go to sleep few people are still online though lol and hope that the teachers forget about holiday homework? lol some how i don't feel the kind of fear i used to feel about teachers anymore.....maybe it just me been feeling real weird this year so many ups and down crying and stuff.....and YES i said CRYING happy....

So well i guess this year was very much different from other years i became way bolder and well change way too much and well nothing else to add until i find my old saved post or until school reopen tmr so i guess i should sign off and Happy new Year......

This post is WAy to sudden and random

Crap

2007-06-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: This is just crap seriously crap if you are a NOT a crappy person DON’T read it EVEN if you are, after reading it you might suffer from severe heart attacks which may lead to DEATH.

Ps: the disclaimer above is also crap

I really don’t know what is wrong with me so heavy hearted every time I just look back I just feel the PAIN the HORROR seriously it’s a sucky feeling but I still feel it everyday I don’t know why but I think god is out and against me he is stalking me making me trip on every step I take. OR MAYBE YOU ARE JUST PARANOID!!!

Ok maybe I am a litter paranoid at times sorry god shouldn’t have said those things.

I have took countless of lives and yet I am not in jail its really weird want to know why cause I took ants lives when they crawl all over the food or on the table and stuff that’s why. Have you ever wondered if people did not discover technology how life would be like? I wouldn’t even be typing this or even know what this means maybe everyday living in fear and out in the wild hunting who knows maybe I would already be dead.

Ok enough crap I don’t know how to carry on most of the time I can carry on crapping literally forever but now I don’t know why but I can’t seem to focus. Having weird dreams seriously weird maybe because I sleep a lot these days and I need it cause for the past 6 months I haven been sleeping well. So it’s no surprise that I sleep more and have more weird dreams. Maybe I need to learn to interpret dreams because I have a heavy heart a lot of problems which I don’t know what problem it is myself seriously I don’t know why.

Around 10++ more days still school reopen so fast isn’t it HOMEWORK SUX English teacher had to give us so much idiot sia.

Projects Project Projects Pro injects lol how should I interpret it Projects are for PROS-to-INJECT their knowledge into the work.

I am just very EMO these days I guess I will stop here for now louy ending eh who cares just too EMO to do a good ending

Jylee

Signing off

holiday

2007-06-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

SiAnzz SO long nvr blog I dunno lost interest in blogging? Like xue er? And seriously I think I should split the post up to increase my post count lol nah too lazy.

CSS must support SHAWN and KEELY lol.

Anyway holidays are bor…ring I rather go to school SCHOOL RAWKS(I MEAN IT)seriously I like school I just H-A-T-E THE H-O-M-E-W-O-R-K. Yup

Anyway I just got to know how good Adobe photoshop really is it Rawks.

Been doing some art work, cards and stuff for apparently no reason(I was bored ok?)

So enough of that lets go through the portal to go back in time.

The last week of school everyday slacking and my result are getting from bad to worst

Just that some teacher dun let us play lol anyway the class gets really noisy seriously noisy very noisy.

Monday Tuesday Wednesday all play Thusday got some talk in the hall then some gaming/blogging talk then sudoku thing whole class anyhow do in he end still won lol Jing en dunno go where get his shoe wet then ask me go buy socks but then no stock too bad so much bad luck at least he didn’t have to stay in class the whole day everyday maybe it’s a good thing or maybe a bad thing. Friday got back report book sian so lousy result 60% then geo mr soh put other class one so now I dunno still 60% not.

Holiday go back training 2 days last week tue and last last week tue

Last last week tues actually only 3 people then got 4 people late so 7 people if only 3 people then cute lor all of them pon np cute sia all act sick not all lar some only, Some go overseas(jj) some got I believe camp I think or was it next week? Ahh who cares. Then CI gave out badges so many people nvr come most from 2n so Soon kiat had so many to keep sia lol. My body aching lor the next day my hands cannot bend lol or else beri pain ard 3 days then ok lor.

Last Tuesday better lar more people that last last Tuesday..Haha junting dare not pon np cause cher call his mother I tell sir liao lor that he “sick” bet they still call his mother then his mother force him to come lol.Sian my boots keep cracking maybe cause last time crack then now I just polish over so underneath still crack so still crack I WANT NEW BOOTS lol I can wait till next year new uniform.CI say make your new hobby polishing boots not CS or DOTA lol. Then haf to learn so many new drill at one time then so long nvr do drills liao.Slow march salute turn while marching and stuff.Jing en was in school I think doing the p5 camp thing. I pity him so busy rarely see him online these few days.

Ren hao happy bday though it’s a day late on my blog but I already made a card and send it 1 day earlier hope he likes it lol I was using ADOBE PHOTOSHOP to make it W00t adobe Photoshop rawks(ok we know already so stop it)That time Bing lun bday nvr make for him cause my mood damn bad lar so busy then I made so many mistakes so didn’t make a card SO SORRY ahh next year make him a nice one can liao.

OK I am seriously going crazy no seriously becoming weirder by day

Everyone has changed some for the better some for the worst but I don’t know whether I change for the better or for the worst.

I think I had change for the worst seriously my mood swings are getting from bad to worst must be the stress and the balloon’s hole is too big if you don’t know what I am talking about which I am sure you don’t I don’t blame you let me explain

The balloon part is like “I am like a balloon stress is like air and too much stress aka air is blown in the balloon it would burst and my balloon has burst and that hole is way to big to be mend” get it ok if you don’t lets use a rubber band as an example.

“My stress level is like a rubber band and once you stretch it too much and it snap even if you use a tape or glue to fix it it would snap more easily” get it I am sure you do even if you don’t I dun care cause I already typed too much crap.

So many people have change since last year.

Teck keong last time very violent now happier like to make people laugh

Marcus change really a lot lar now so much more friendly

Jing En still quite same just more mature and not so much use of bad words.

Wei Xiong more childish?

Chee Hean more mature a leader? His class chairman?

Xue er more emo?

Me more EMO more weird more crap that’s all

And others……………..

Lol I should be come one of those psychologist kidding kay.

Really its been so fast half a year gone just like that. This half a year now feels so fast but during this half a year I felt it was torture it felt long I dun know what I am saying so contradicting but yet so true oh well.

Some times I just need some time people who are down would rather be alone though it would not be like a friend to just stay at a corner and look but if you know they would rather be alone just let them be for a while after maybe a few days then talk to them as their emotions are more stable.

I have always liked the night so much more peaceful and quiet seriously it’s the best time to sit and think if you think its too creepy then switch on some music preferably with earphones and not too loud like the back ground music of the song and just think its quite nice to do it maybe once in a while you should try.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me this year seriously what is wrong I changed I have changed so much and I don’t know why my heart just feels so heavy. I always like to type my feeling on a blog because no one really reads it at least not anyone I know If they do I would already be dead lol.

Try listening to 自我催眠-罗志祥 / Self hypnosis – showluo its quite a slow sad song quite long ago but nice

轨迹-周杰伦 / path – Jay Chou slow sad song

爱因为在心中-王力宏 / love in the heart? - lee hom not sure the English title but its quite a happy and encouraging song

So many nice new songs sha shou-jj lin, Wu yue tian-S.H.E, Wo Ke yi-Evan yo, Wang zi- Dong liang.

I guess that should be all lol ard 2 and 1/4 page on Microsoft word.

And my internet aint working too well so that’s all fer now

Hols and boring week

2007-05-26T16:15:00.002+08:00

RESULTS!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

What’s with me?!
What’s wrong with me?!
What’s idiotically wrong with me?!
What’s freaking idiotically wrong with me?!
What’s fucking freaking idiotically wrong with me?!
What’s fucking freaking idiotically wrong with me, my brain?!
What’s fucking freaking idiotically wrong with me, my brain and my marks?!
What’s fucking freaking idiotically wrong with me, my brain and my marks and can’t do anything right?!

Today got back papers wooooo(sarcasm)
I got really “great marks”
Its SO “GREAT” I can’t remember
OR DUN WANT TO

Homeec suck Lit suck Chinese suck math suck Science(physics chem As well as bio)
suck

Tmr even worst today all lousy paper lousy result tmr oh EVEN LOUSIER.

oh sry forgot its pass 12am so its actually tmr already or it was tmr of yesterday so it’s the future past or past’s present future or present’s present or future past future or past future past ok nvm I can go on forever like this

Present-past(not too long ago)

Ard 1 week ago still having exam screwed that whole weeks paper as you can see my results or not cause no one knows cause its too lousy that if someone saw I would die and that person would die with me cause I hate him/her for seeing my poor results and laughing at a poor pathetic soul MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Long week end

Tuesday suppose have the heritage thingy but rain rain rain.So pity PSL Prepare so hard Jingen? khishal? Mark? Who ever who is involve.

Anyway stay in hall for 2 hours doing crap first play deal of no deal TMS sucky lame
Watch vid then dunno what dare thing so funny lar MR oh do butt dance then say no cameras lol all the student leader drag him then later mr soh,

After recess then norm lesson but teacher nvr come class so whole day stay in class and rot some cher got come but nth for us to do.

Wed also slack.

Today/yesterday
Check paper suck lar my results.
Anyway phototaking all at diff slot so one time check sure have 1 person not in class one.
New CM are Sabina and joyce oooo………
Today whole day no mood.Only now here crapping

I dunno what s wrong with me I know my work but can’t get it out

The class is noisy always sara every time came scold one.

Teck keong dam joker sia everytime joke one.

Our class the PSL go suggest Bing lun and teck keong become PSL cause no enough then they 2 dun want then joke ard say next time they can boast “the PSL come invite us but we dun want only” lol

The photographers dam attitude one lor, Recess Jing en ran across the fountain anyway he is too short and its in the back ground of the photo sure get block one and somemore take photo infront of gym on higher ground still have to shout then give him lecture wah lao people all get so lousy mark still scold if it was me I whould punch him in the face not that its on purpose just that I won’t be able to control.

Guess there is nth else fun 1 more week of lesson then HOLIDAYS excited? Just hope there aint too many HW.

Moodswing

2007-05-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since I last updated 1mth 7days? Oh well no time not in the mood too many feeling too little time to feel this whole mth been so different so much pain anyway the Geog/eng com/eng/chin com/sci totally screwed them really not in the mood to study really not in the mood

This post is suppose to be 1 mth post should be very long right but nah can’t really remember much only some days some memories are left anyway my life had always been filled with misery fear pain.

This year had been the worst year ever anyway half year almost gone this half year was nth but painful memories sometimes I want to feel what others feel some of those people might look happy on the outside but are filled with sadness within. Like Ren hao say I have no worries but I duon’t know about that maybe its because I keep all that feeling righr inside my chest feels heavy.

I am like a Balloon Air is continuously being blown into me and I have exploded still trying to get that hole fixed with the scotch tape. Anyway it won’t hold long.

I don’t know how many times I have cried this year in the last 5mth actually only 4 mth plus beginning of 5th mth 6times? 7? 8? Who knows can’t even remember. I can’t control my actions my feelings.

I want to run, just continue running till all my energy run out and get exhausted too exhausted to feel anything.

My feelings for the month April was like a roller coaster up and down up and down.

Help out at sports meet carrying the bottles the school had to be right at the other side purpose one lor then have to carry so far.

After that week the week was um quite ok I felt refreshed maybe because only 3 days study.

22nd April went to see the annual Npcc parade they change the location of meet never tell us then we went to BVSS change to Chai Chee. Went stadium change then watch the parade quite boring only about last part fancy parade then quite nice. Going back the chai chee girls sang on the bus like nobody business lol.

23rd April went to the Chinese thing bing lun went very early lor cause he say his time set wrong when I got there only like 4 people there .Anyway didn’t have any seat for us we seat also ask us let our seat for other people.Anyway at the back all of us not listening Khoon Hwa doing work then see ginyang play, GinYang do work for a while then play his pokemon, Yong han and yangzhang late come that time see ginyang play. Bing Lun and Jingen bullying Kenny lol Kenny damn lame lar.After that go home that time khishal was in the same bus he was with teck keong in front when the talk was on so cannot play lol.

I realize that when I polish my boots it gives me a lot of time to think about a lot of things

I realize that different songs bring back different memories

I realize that nothing is going right for me this year

I realize nobody knows me because I don’t say out anything

I realize my grades are going down

Now I would like to end with a quote from my beloved Soon Hui Sir “Don’t let anyone tell you that you aren’t good enough not even me”

If I can remember anything more then I will post it but for now that’s all.

lol i started at 10+ now almost 1 liao lol type for so long cause i was watching show and thinking things that come truly from the heart

Ha!Ha!Ha!(cRaZyMaNiAc)

2007-03-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

I have been really suay lately really really suay really really really suay.

thats all i guess lol so short so damn tired dun have any so called energy let cause of everything.

I AM TURNING CRAZY!!!

Holiday=HOL=Homework Or Leisure?

2007-03-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Feb: 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, March: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14
Altogether 19 day
2 weeks 5 days

Holiday
That’s long I guess any way the weekS before the so called “holiday” was not so good.
Yes its not Holiday Yay!!! but “Holiday Yay (sarcastic)”
Can you guess how much homework/Projects THERE IS?
5?4?3? *NOPE MORE THAN* 8 “YAY W00t (sarcastic)”

Sarcasm
Sarcasm best thing god created I really pity the person who created sarcasm and tested it lol just imagine. (oh crap stop crapping)

Homework cause of all pain
I just hate sec 2 life so many homework so little time to do it I am gonna cry oh never mind nobody cares anyway best thing about blogging you can just scream out your hearts and no one cares they flame you on your tagboard just press delete and its gone (w00t fag killers)

The weeks before the “holiday” like the just that week before 2-3 day had to stay back till 6 and that 2 weeks before that whole 2 weeks almost everyday I feel like screaming my hearts out my heart feels so heavy] so many times got scolding if not only me it will be the few people in my class if not the whole class if not the whole school.

Turing crazy
So sometimes I feel I am abit off I mean my head its like trying to stop the stress but its like I am trying to put more stress into myself I bet you don’t understand a thing I am saying let me give you an example:

Example :
I am so stress with so many homework and yet I join the triple R competition which and Soon kiat put so much effort in it and we spend so much money on transport(bus even broke down) and yet we didn’t win (last 2 years the seniors has been winning) our ship was nice lar. I can’t believe that cedar girls won Champion as well as 1st runner up.
Next day my back even ache from bending down to rush throngh the making of the ship

Bad Camp Experience
Even though I was damn tired with all the homework and stuff I still went to the camp I hate camps always damn tiring the next coming atc(action training camp I think) is gonna be very tiring more tiring than this camp I guess, this one only 2days 1 night lucky. The tent damn hot, stuffy and sleep a few hours only, like last year. W00t next year no need sleep tent liao can sleep canteen got fan lol.

This year sec 1 Si Bei attitude but the drill part abit better than us I guess maybe cause his year 1 night and last year is second night we damn tired but guess wat we still got pump cause of this one guy ok let me elaborate on the whole thing.

Elaboration:
So it was 4+ I guess cause my group was on sentry duty(4-5) and only walk one round then when one round over the whisle blow we ran back to the tent and shout ask them wake up my class one should know I shout is shout DAMN LOUD one but than there is this ONE BOY, ONE DIDN’T wake up the rest made it in 3 min then he 5 min then reach the parade square the C.I say actually they set 3 min then because of this boy 5 min had to do 20 push-up for each min damit 2 min 20 pump 4+ do siao ar. That boy sleep same tent as me but so unlucky had to be my turn on duty or else he sure wake up he damn heavy sleeper lar that time his group sentry duty junting try to wake him up only after he tut his stomach then he wake up.

After the camp
I just came home and slept from 12?-8.30 then 11 went back to sleep lol.
At least this year only whole body ache and not so bad like last year. Last year whole body ache until walk home walk so slow.

Last comments
Wow I wrote until so long ar guess I am just in a bad mood blogging is soch a good time wasted and relaxer.

Guess wat I haven’t seen my report slip even though my parent has.I think I see I will faint lol.I think I will wait till Friday or maybe even Sunday before I see it.i damn in love with Mayday=Wu Yue Tian and Tank songs.

Wu yue tian – Mo Tuo Che Ri Ji
Nice song go listen maybe tomorrow then I put up cause I amm tired even though after so much sleep.

I haven even stated on my homework lol.

Finally:
Holiday
H=HOMEWORK
O=Or
L=LEISURE

I will say Holiday = homework not leisure

Bye

I am Tired very tired

2007-02-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

I am tired very tired
爱转角 - 罗志祥(its nice)

2 songs that describe me
突然累了- 林俊杰
一生绝望 - 洪俊杨
I'll put them at the side for a while until my feelings are better

After wed practical its like i had a total break down haven't been feeling happy since
i have been feeling like something inside me stuck inside of me but i don't know what it is.

Because of the practical i didn't do the 20 sentence for english then wed i slept late so i woke up late on thursday morning luck i wasn't late for school as my house near.But i forgot that thursday had to wear PE then i didn't wear.Its like once you feel sad unlucky things happen and it continue with another so you can never be happy again.

Friday nothing special happen just that we ahd a long breifing on the streaming of sub at the end of the year.The npcc meeting was half an hour before the breifing end.But after that i still went to take attendance.

At last i found a nice website for songs for blog. Stumbled upon it on another's person blog and i realise quite alot of people also using.The website is http://imeem.com/ quite a good web songs are up date and the player is quite ok (not too big or ugly colours)

Chinese new year didn't even went out had a very big crab and my parent said it was the smallest cost $80? so expensive haiz anyway reunion dinner only once a year. And during the chinese newyear hol i stayed at home every day didn't even go out and i got very little ang pao(sob).

At the rate i am going i am only going to drag people down. When i am falling into the water dun try to pull me up or you will get wet with me.Get what i mean my grade are failing so when there is a group project/work don't work with me or the grade will drop(getting wet with me).

Tomorrow got C.I.P clean kallang River haiz dun feel like going i just go for the sake of going.

Guess that all for now.

I'll end with a few proverbs, While there’s life, there’s hope, It’s never over till it’s over, It’s never too late to mend

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

2007-02-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

Home Econ Practical SUX!!!

2007-02-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today totally sux ok nvm forget that sentence cause EVERYDAY also sux, in SEC 2. Today science teacher scolded us cause some go class and some of us put our books in class then don't have Textbook.

Chinese teacher remember that we had to stand then ask us stand again.

English ask us do debate research.

Alive i never do the ion project for Sci-Chem if you don't know our alive teacher is Mdm Tan and she also our chem teacher.

Assembly just say abt fire drill then the dunno wat war thingy.

CCa so tiring run run do pt play games so damn wet lar one of the game my whole pants and underware wet and half of my shirt like last year very wet some lucky don't nid to play as theirs is last station all together got 4 station then lucky lor but at least my abt dry already when go home but shoe now still damn wet.

So after CCa i went home take a bath then went to buy things for home ec and LUCKY ME o FORGOT to bring BACK the EXPENSIVE cheese and meat.

I buy till 8+ frm 7+ over an hour anyway. Pincheng lar everything say want buy then say cannot buy dunno why.

Today i felt very stress i forgot to bring back two ingrediants lucky cheese i buy more cheaper one $10+ lar.

I am ganna cry so many ingrediant cannot find then anyhow buy then never bring back. I dunno why when i came home i was tired but i still climbed the stairs the lift is not spoiled. (i think never check)i also dunno why maybe too drepressed.

When buying things that time like halfway saw kai yim (i think thats how his name is spelt) 2N guy frm AV so he is sort of a friend's friend. He with his mother and sister i think in his sch uniform.

OK i guess that all for today haven really rested now veh tired tmr still need to wake up early prepare for Home ec.

Blasting my ear on chinese songs all those not so new[(old) make it sound nicer] and new songs like 天使 - 五月天, 曹格 - 背叛, 爱转角 - 罗志祥, 曹格 - 你是我的宝贝(abit weird but nice), 突然累了 - 林俊杰(maybe cause i am tired), 明天过后 - 吴克群(what will happen tmr?), 晴天 - 周杰伦(cause its a nice song)

I am just too stress that i dun want to hear wats around me.

ok i guess its Farewell for now anyway.Didn't felt like crapping today.

I have been thinking....

2007-02-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

Well lets just start with what has happen within this 2 weeks+ which i haven post. As always there is so many homework that i didn't do. Khishal better be prepared cause he miss so many test and didn't do alot of homework he come back to school sure die one.

Teck Keong had been quite a stress-relieve during chinese last week reading the poem.Thanks Teck keong lol.

Last week past quite fast maybe because i wasn't hounded by teachers to pass up homework.
the week before LAst week actually i want to update then i tot maybe after i get my rank then update which was last week but then i was too tired to update.

Ahh nvm been sick since last saturday alot of people also sick lar listen the radio the dj also sick first was like body ache then cough then flu.Haiz 1 week pass liao still haven recover.

So many things have been happening time seem to pass very fast and yet its slow i don't know how to explain like 1 month so fast pass already but like each week is so long.

Chinese had to copy the ke wen but i never complete so must stand and jian bao this week i never do i since like p5 to sec 2 all the ting xie fail lor.

CCa finally got another badge and got rank take so many test only got 2 badge lol.

What the hell am i writing keep jumping here and there ahh who cares anyway.

I have been thinking way too much these few weeks. i realise everyone has been in a very bad mood really no kidding maybe the stress is getting there or maybe its contagious. life is short i might not be here tommorow or maybe you would not be here.

Today the Cross country went to school bus stop the teck keong and zi teng there w8ing for renhao, renhao actually at 2nd bus stop then he walk here alot of bus went pass lor then reach CHIJ katong convent the road got 2 they say dun take that one alot of people go take cause nearer lol.
The cross sountry i didn't even run lor i just walk all the way. WHile walking i was like feeling very sad i listen to the waves and think about some stuff. Maybe i should do it.

五月天-天使 go listen its nice.

Anyway bye so sad i will make my post longer next time this one is like a very very very short summery of everything last time i 1 day thing can write almost as long or longer than this lor.MAybe because i don't feel very good or happy.

Bad mood, Moodswing.

I GIVE UP

2007-01-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

WAh lao every day kena scolding one now is like wat 1+AM i sleep so late freaking HE i cannot find the special group of people and i give up i have been searching for like 2 HOURS 2 FREAKING HOURS AND NO AVAIL.I AM GONNA BLOW ONE OF THESE DAY AHHHRGE.

Oh sry for my rude behavior but i OFFICIALLY i mean O.F.F.I.C.I.A.L.L.Y HATE SCHOOL MORE ON THE HOMEWORK AND TEACHER SIDE.WAh lao if tmr i stay up so late again or should i say today stay up to tmr so late then CCA sure faint de lor so freaking tired.

Ok i give up searching and its SO FREAKING LATE BYE

F***ing idiots ********

BYE

********=?
ur ownself guess i not gonna say

homework

2007-01-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

homework, Homework, HomeWork, HoMeWoRk and guess wat MORE HOMEWORK!!
On to that last week everyday have to stay back till 5-6+ cause cca/enrichment program only wed which is also 3-4+.If dun have ar ca stay back in school do homework lor.
This is so f***ing stressful/pressurizing Pauline blog wrote:

Next week, on the Straits times, the headlines will read: "13 year old girl commits suicide.
and now i will write

The week after next on the Straits times, Headlines will read "Temasek Sec 2nd case in 1 month 13 year old boy turns crazy from too much homework".

The whole school will fall and turn in to ASH MUHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
Ok nvm that was just crap total crap
I am just imagining day dreaming lol.
I can't BELIEVE IT, its only JANUARY 3 WEEKS ONLY and i am so stressed

Hey w8 a min since there is so much homework and i haven even finish how can i be here blogging thats weird so weird i am so weird dam weird.I NEEDA DESTRESS I AM REALLY TURNING DEPRESSED/CRAZY/MAD HAAHAHA.

I have an idea how bout i just shout to the teacher act like i am too stressed the most i get dragged to the principal office.hmmm................................

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..........................................................................nah

ok that was dumb let redo it make it shorter
hmmm 500(....) nah
OK looks like i AM REALLY TURNING CRAZY i should just directy change it instead of adding it below and now i am writing abnout it i still dun change MUAHHHAAHH I AM MAD(STOP THE CRAP)

LEts talk about today.Today officially sux i mean today today not today tomorrow or today yesterday understand ok to make it simpler i mean 22nd jan 2007 SUX.
At the beginning iof the day my heart was like heavy very sad very stress then gradually i began to get my lively self back lively as in this year lively last year i wasn't lively.

I should get on with my HOMEWORK.But no MOOD sia.
SOmetimes i really wish i could stop time rewind time.
i haven enjoyed enough i haven treasured everything i had
i want to protest to god to the school to MOE but i do i have the power?NO

OK i shall end my crap here blogs are very good for destressing but i am still turning cray or will turn if this continues as you can see from my posts i al truning a bit stress/pressurized/crazy/emo/depressed

Bye see you tmr for more ~~crap~~ posts

IM BACK!!!

2007-01-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

I am back after 1 mth 20 day or 21days i dunno oh well who cares only 1 day diff. This year streaming have so many homework sia. And like everyone is trying to study real hard but here i am blogging ~~(cause i dun give a dam)~~ok i do care but i am not like those very hardworking type.I know i know i promised i will TRY to beat Khoon Hwa but its like totally IMPOSSIBLE(W00t Mission Impossible)

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I have a few ideas on how to improve my studies/finish homework Hmmmm

1st Stay back in school and do finish my homework before i come back
Problem:CCa then cannot stay back or else come back like 7-8+.

2nd:Read newspapers
Problem:ME hate reading can't concentrate

3rd 1-2weeks before exam stay back in school or go library study till late late counted as last minute work(if i dun do my homework)
Problem:Sometimes i too sian then never stayback

4th do elearning everyday
Problem i will just play some online games

So wat i am trying to say is that nothing will work out for me all of those nerds out there just let nature take its course if you are fated to fail you will still fail i got from 4th-18th place in class its all fated so just relaxs.

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OK so the first few weeks just TOTALLY SUX i am starting to hate some of the teachers already although they might seem nice. I won't elaborate(Might get into trouble) I am so damn clever to not elaborate.

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Anyway i have change so freaking much since Primary school time sure flies 1 year in sec school over so many new friends so many new experience.Somtimes i feel time really move too fast.

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Monday Renhao handphone ring in class the science extra class he pick up then cher want confisicate then he clean up class in exchange for cher not to confisicate it. That day i follow him walk to bus stop and when reach bus stop i remember he say not to wait for him cause time cannot be turned back.That day i learn alot more about him although he might not be clever but his sports is good and he is friendly i feel that he feel that he is useless but everyone has his/her own talent.

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Ok i shall end here its getting late or maybe i should say Early 1.20AM K Bye Till tomorrow i doubt i wil post cause i haven started on my hw lol Eng Chinese HomeEc Science and so much more HAiz

BYE

LAST POST OF E YEAR 2006

2006-11-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

Red is not recommended reading cause it just my feeling or crap first one is defeinately crap other one wbout my rant on khoon hwa yellow important blue last comment k

~~DISCLAMIER EVERYTHING BELOW IS UTTERLY CRAP AND VERY LONG PIECE OF SHIT IF UR NOT 18 AND ABOVE OR THESE THINGS ARE OFFENSIVE TO YOU DUN SCROLL DOWN AND READ (although its not illegal)~~

First the disclamer is crap and i have cancel it out.

ngest piece of Shit I ever WROTE.

Ok so the hols has been boring very boring and nth to do (although I haven started on my homework) Oh ya homework(s) just thinking about it makes me dun want to do lol 1mth past so fast. So during the hols not much exciting just sleep eat sleep eat. Some people are just so lucky get to go overseas we this kind of poor people only can stay in Singapore (good example are me and Ren Hao)(So I lost my holiday homework the assignment sheet so how am I going to do my homework)

My internet gonna end today so its less than 5minutes before it end haiz no internet wat to do during the next month of December.(haiz no comment)

Everyday wake up at like 7-8 then just lie back then sleep until 12+ lol. And I have been having many weird dreams for some freaking reason. Some about classes some about making people cry some bout punishment. Maybe its because I miss school? or maybe its my instinct telling me that next year in class I will make someone cry and get punished. Today dreamt that I was somewhere met a friend and a group went to the bus-stop and saw another group but the other group just walked past and there is a school nearby though we didn’t met at the school the there was this rubbish collector like though collecting cans but this one didn’t wanted cans then e bus506 came and I ran to it(though I dun know where it goes and where I am) and I didn’t take my bag then ask the bus driver to stop then I moved and it like from 2nd storey drive down(I mean like jump down no like a road drive down) then turn around and drive then there is the bus stop lol me and my randomness lol weird. dunno wat it mean or maybe it doesn’t mean anything oh well I’m just bored.(And I am not the only one having weird dreams)

Have been listening to the radio mostly Chinese mostly songs like Can Fei and Nan Yong by Wu Ke Qun , Hu Si Luan Xiang by K one and Ivy and Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye by Gary Cao Ge and Zhuo Wen Xuan, even though its quite weird but the whole song is nice. I have been listening to older songs like Jie Kou by Jay, Kissgoodbye by leehom and some other songs by JJ Lin Jun Jie and I still feel that older songs are abit nicer that new ones except some new ones. And I dunno why but I have been listening to the background sound of songs and some of them when you concentrate on the background sound the whole song sounds weird. And since I am into song well if anybody has any good player that I can put in my blog please tell me the other one and this one have bit of problem.(I feel songs can relive a bit of stress and good songs are always nice no matter how old)

LCP I felt I did better though timing a few mistake Oh well nvm. And Commanding that time I shout abit too loud I guess cause sir ask me to say bit softer cause it was a Tuesday “O” lvls. (guess my skills are improving)

The hike at Pulau Ubin was um ok and tiring but guess wat only like 10 sec1+2 went lol and Pulau Ubin was a very clean place I won’t denial and my group won(2 groups only lol chance of winning so high)Ya so actually it wasn’t very satisfying. The last station was to Find 5 bottle caps with the letters T.M.S.N.P within 15 minute if you can find within 15 minute you can go find the treasure faster and its ice cream in a Styrofoam box covered by a poncho hard to find found already the ice cream look like shit(we saw some stuff when hiking)the texture like ergh ok nvm so in the end we ate a few mouth then Mdm Farizah and CI ate it.(just thinking about the ice cream makes me wanna puke)

These few days I few that everything I going from bad to worst though it’s the HOLS I and feeling rather STRESS lol. (Ok nvm no one will understand)

So sorry to hear Yong Han Granddad died well death is natural and everyone will die someday so treasure your family your life for it might disappear tomorrow.(YA treasure everyone)

This year I became so lousy in my studies sia a lot of things I dunno I guess I need to catch up many first time just name some of the biggest one. First time I failed first time I made a teacher so made first time I didn’t do my homework first time I ~~SUXED~~.(First time all bad things)

My New Year resolution/wishes I wish that the YEAR 2007 will be a better year I will strive to BE THE BEST no matter how hard I will ~~TRY to~~ MUST DO FINISH all my homework and 1 more thing which I know I will never be able to do BEAT DAMN CHU KHOON HWA. (the below was actually attaced to this but my rant got too long so I made it another segment)

Damit Pri1 and 2 he in my the Pri 5 and 6 he have to be in the same class as me again Pri 3 and 4 my studies can get until 1st place in class all because KHOON HWA HAD to APPEAR in my life again in P5 and 6 my studies dropped lol cause (can’t get 1st dun study so hard anymore)Tell you all last time P1 And 2 that time he kena caned in front of whole class sia shhh dun say I tell you one maybe because of that he became veh guai but I still wouldn’t want to get caned to be so good in my studies.And now sec 1 and 2 he still had to be in same School WORST same CLASS hw got FREAKIGN 6 in Class….. SCHOOL CLASS is 1ST.(6th in school should be 1L already be with Xue er already.)

So I guess I will be ending here LAST POST of the YEAR 2006 k bye.

Hols started(already 2 weeks)

2006-11-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

Well hols has already started for 2 weeks(around there) and i haven posted a thing(AMAZING).ok the first week was depressing very depressing(ok maybe not that depressing)

Lets see wats so depressing about it:

Hmmmm......
Firstly my results are um not that bad(dun action its very bad)Ok ok its damn bad from 4 become 18 -_-".NVM i will try harder next year(like real everytime also say already never do)TRY i said TRY!!And i actually did pass my Napfa test.(miracle i thought i fail must have been the npcc training i have been doing)

So tuesday got Class gathering i didn't freaking go(Damit CCA change from morning to afternoon)Well at least its not as long actually 6 hours than change to afternoon 3 hours-4 hours only YAY.So lets see When the whole class was having fun i was shouting my mouth off(quite loud too).Dunno why they all say very loud i find i quite soft(earlier already ask you dun action already rite)Actually anyone can do it they just need to have confidence in themself and put what they have learn to use.

These few days been slacking alot my boots haven polish for like before the exams till now better polish soon CI want us retake the LCP(lance coporal promotion)Even though ALL of us pass but CI say our score not very good.I felt i did fairly good(ya better never action liao say fairly)Lol i look like i got split personality(nah you dun).

Since Wed 1/11/06 been addicted to Can Fei by Wu Ke Qun I just love that song.

So i better work harder for my Npcc training and also my studies.

Last tuesday like 1-2 day ago have 2 test and i freakingly flunked the museum test
The CCSP or was it CSSP i think it was CSSP(memory FAILing) WAs quite easy oh well i guess i am gonna have 1 badge lesser than my squadmate oh well,(very malu one you know)Oh just shut up.

Some of Np cadet want to quit but i feel that since i already join why not put in my best.

Lastly i want to wish all e november baby happy birthday late or early like Jing en ans shahirah.

YAY i worte finish before MIDNIGHT ok bye.(LET OUR SADNESS BE TAKEN AWAY IN TIREDNESS BY RUNNING AN ENDLESS ROAD.LET OUR STRESS BE TAKEN AWAY WITH THE SHOUTING OF COMMAND.)

Crap shit

2006-10-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

OK i did FREAKIN BADLY FOR THIS FREAKIN IMPORTANT EXAM.CRAP SHIT ok lets stop with the caps SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX.OK i will really stop now i think i got from like 4 -30+ in class ranking sia ~~I think even ahmad win me sia~~ ok bad example Ahmad is a very good boy.~~I think even khoon hwa win me~~ sia ok even bader example ok it worst not "bader".

Ok i dunno why my english sux so much its like been going up then down then up then down again math also the same.Sci still up but going down already.Chinese i PASS.History i sux at least Cuthberd worst than me?Lit also sux but fadhil worst than me(didn't do 1 part i am offcially NOT laughing at him NOT)But both of them overall still win me SUX SIA.Home econ i DAMN shit it.

OK so i think i am getting depression when i was at the bus-stop waiting for bus to go to BC(british council) I feel like its damn noisy the cars are so loud and on the bus every small sound seem so loud like i listen to every little detail.

OK i damn realise that when i was walking from the bus-stop outside my school just now 10pm+ when coming home from BC i felt it was damn eerie lar.The light like very blury when looked at cause of haze and when walking seeing infront like damn scary lar you know all the show ghost come out have smoke or haze like thing lol.

OK so tmr i am going to bring crap books and toys yes TOYS to school even though Mr.ng said no toys/poker cards/cards and its like childish bringing toys right but too bad its not wat you were thinking it was for the salvation army i know you were thinking of me playing toys in class lol.

i shall end my post here Sux hmm like not many people know i have this DAMN blog to shout out all my fustration maybe its time to...........

Said sux like 15 times and damn 3-5 time lol

Post-Exam-Activity

2006-10-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ok so i got into bowling and billard the experience was quite good. lets talk about the first day bowling for me.

Bowling was very fun.I couldn't even hit for the first 5-7.Later i hit but tyco tyco one.later later i always hit cause i got used to the bowling thing but only got 1 hit everything down most is have 1 or 2 left or else alot.But later later later i couldn't hit cause my hand pain -_-" then i was like rolling the other way not that way.Ok nevermind you won't understand.One person sprained his hand wow sad.(i am NOTsarcastic OK)

Today SUX, ok today dun SUX,Today's game SUX,OK the game doesn't SUX,Today's group SUX,OK not the whole group SUX,Today's game the group The girls SUX.Ah finally got it(CRAPINGagain)Ok billard was actually fun and would be more fun if the damn girls weren't such a pain making me and the other boy dun want to play.But when we played earlier it was fun.

So overall it was FUN.I wonder if the other groups had fun going to Sentosa today.....checking scripts tomorrow sux sia,Math,Science,recess,Science,Science,Home econ,MTL oh well totally flunked it Ok wish me pass all only all those mistake that i notice is mistake then i can pass with flying colours YAY!BYE!

Mood

2006-10-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today so sian bored emo play game half-way just dun feel like playing then quit then suddenly feel like playing again so siao.Sometimes i just feeling like shouting right in front of the computer right in my house like at a mountain top taking all the bad mood and feeling away.just now about 9.45pm+ to 10pm i burn a candle i was like staring at it and only after some wax heated my hands i let it go and like woke up i think i really turning siao already.

(dun read it if you are not ready to read crap)
I realise that when things go the things we want we like dun care about it.But it it like go wrong we will get fustrated.So when things go right we dun thank it or feel that its like um good but when things go wrong we scold,Throw tantrums and stuff So i think its like very unfair to when things go right.(TOld you this is crap)

Well sec 1 gonna end going to have hols going to sec 2 liao 1 year has pass since P6 and PSLE.I wonder how everybody is doing. Today is the 15th on 26th last day of sec 1 and recieving report book.Oct 16 more day, Nov 30 days, Dec 31 days, then 2nd of jan then sch start so 1 day.

So its 11days to end of Sec 1

78 days till Sec 2.And 1 year since P6.

W00T!!! Exams OVER!!

2006-10-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

Lets see haven’t posted for like um 2 weeks? Yup about there because of the exams. Finally its officially OVER. I think I totally FLUNKED it. Ok I think I will start with The first exam.

First Composition (25/9)
I think I went off point in my English essay about reliving a day cause I said I want to change that day. Chinese Kept checking the dictionary some words check before I forgot then check again so waste time.

English/Mathematic p2 (4/10)
Eng still ok only some not really sure and my paper very messy.
Math paper 2 I totally shyt it. A lot dunno especially the last one 10 MARKS QUESTION!!

History10)
The civilizations of India very advance I put straight roads but suppose to be great bath/public bath I think cause many people put say have religion. And have quite little time I rush a bit still can finish on time though.

Literature (6/10)
This one really is no time Rush Rush Rush a lot then can finish 5 min before end time lol
My essay Sec C rush like siao la about 10-20 min than finish already. I think I went off point in the essay again. And Sec A the relationship I never write about the other aunt. Sec B the Mighty Mandarin/Ah Bah’s money some dunno.

Saturday/Sunday ((7/8)/10)
Study quite abit but slack abit also but all I study one cannot remember.

Science (9/10)
Don’t think I can get first liao a lot dunno one question I wrong and its easy lar the cotton wool tar cigarette question the substance should be tar I put nicotin
-_-‘. Then the Gold I dunno have cheat or didn’t cheat the rich man so I said didn’t because pure gold too soft. Sec a muti-choice a lot dunno sia Dun wish to elaborate.

Home Economics (10/10)
Chocolate % of fat I out 85 didn’t study the choc cause I lost the damn booket. Food pyramid dunno which go where and forgot which nutrient add bulk.

Chinese P2 (11/10)
Actually quite easy but I still flunked it cause I didn’t study WHY?!?!? Because once I see the Chinese words I feel very like sian then dun want study liao oncei even fell asleep while studying Chinese -_-“.

Math P1 (12/10)
I damn (Dun read skip to the word lousy) irritatingly stupidly f*ckingly shytly frikinly did awfully lousy. Sux man so lil time to finish so last question I rush then the children born is 19 thousand I put 19 as answer never put 000 DAMIT(I even saw the thousand halfway but didn’t change cause too rush not thinking straight. Then I did finish but the previuos question I go back do then I but in fraction but forgot change it to mixed number.
In front have one 4.99999 to nearest whole number I put 0 -_-“.

Chinese p3 ((listening) 13/10)
Malay didn’t come cause no listening? Not sure I guess cause its not stated on timetable. Sec 1 u and n dun have also I guess cause they didn’t come. So first time having it in hall quite nice feeling sound coming from all round. Easier to hear but a lot of question I not sure cause some like 2 answer also can. And the Passage I thought only read one time but it’s after every question then read all the stories 1 more time. Only 10 questions so actually less than the 45min stated in the timtable. But our 1E CO-form which is a CCA teacher in charge of a new CCA Chinese reading club talk about the CCA and saying wat result some happy some sad and wat choose subject for sec 3 already half gone only left sec to to gain result so can get into the sub we like that kind of thing.

OK lets stop talking about exams Those thinks that makes students lives MISERABLEthese days. Those PAINFUL results that make parent scold us when its bad. Hope I get good result(As if I can lol).

It has been hazy these days making my eye pain making me cough. Last week reach 140+ (I think it was last week). Today um been increasing
7pm=104 8=110 9=115 10=116 11=109
Guess it decrased 12 haven come out cause its like 11.40pm late liao late liao so ta ta for now

Long time

2006-09-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i updated.OK lets start with yesterday oral.

Tuesday
Oral was yesterday I was nervous very nervous and i think i did um not very good.
When i was practicing,My hands were shaking i was holding the paper and the paper was shaking.When i was talking the first part was good but later alot of words dunno some know also wait awhile then say cause too nervous.Later conversation first part i was mumbling then i spoke louder the teacher asked some question so i guess i will be getting low marks?
And recess Fadhil kept pulling me say wat pei shan

Today
Quite boring.Math then Science do revison Alive do english complete the compre paper Chinese got scolded by teacher cause too noisy and had to stay back.History alot of people didn't do lol Yesterday oral ma so no one remembered or too tried then never do lor.
Thats all fer now bye

Arg Sleep!

2006-09-07T07:26:00.000+08:00

Can't seem to sleep alot these days everytime i try to fall asleep i just can't and after a few hours of sleep i would be like half awake and everytime i close my eyes i see some sort of list of everything oh well thats all buh-bye

Npcc

2006-09-02T22:36:00.001+08:00

Title: Npcc

Lets start from Tuesday we got our Safety First Badge everyone passed.
Jun Ting say he never study and yet he still got the highest marks.
He liar lar lol.

Thursday Teacher’s day eve. Those that had science enrichment on
Wednesday had to go on Thursday. So we tried commanding the squad
For the first time. It might seem easy but looks can be deceiving.
We didn’t learn the 180-degree turn while marching like those that
Gone for training on wed.

Friday the preparation. So morning woke up watch abit of TV then started
To polish my boots while watching. Polish for like a few hours since sat
Have promo. Afternoon went to iron my Full U and put the buttons, nametag
And badge on. After ironing my mother sewed the pocket flap securer.
At night studied knots but today also dun have knots test because after the drills
Not enough time.

Saturday the Promo. Soon Kiat organized extra training before the promo
Promo 8.30 went to school at 7am.We did abit of training then most of us went
To polish our boots about 8.10 we went to change. We put our bags then
Went to fall-in at volleyball court. Had abit of foot drill training by sir and
He told us our mistake after promo start if we still commit the mistake he
Won’t be so lenient. Went for break. Then came back for the start of promo
The Uniform inspection. My uniform like crap like that my pants got double
Line. stand there very long basil cannot take it and when he was leaving halfway he fell.
I think he just over exerted himself and did not eat breakfast. After the inspection
Had break. Then the start of the drill promo hot like shit lah about 2-3 break.
A lot of wrong command given some very soft. The worst part I did a lot of wrong drills
Cause of the wrong command. very hot lah that time but I didn’t fall-out not even once.
A lot of people fall out once at least but some like 4-7 didn’t. At the end felt like fainting
But since it was the end and sir pointing out mistake I didn’t. after that went to change.
Jun Ting and me and arnold went to 7-11 first but later on the way Ming yang and basil caught up. After that basil went to opposite then saw the whole group there. Me and Jun Ting went there then later brought our bags there chat a while ate finish then went o bus-stop I waited until bus came and they went off then I go home.
they went off then I go home.

Area Day

2006-08-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

So yesterday was npcc area day where the sec ones cadets formally swear in into the npcc unit
All school from area 10 came to our school cause this year our school is the host.
First had to get in position for the swearing in so long just to get into position so hot sia lol
My toes burning.Hmm maybe shouldn't have polish.anyway the polish melted i think
cause after like a while half hour-1hour the polish became dull colour.
After the swearin was games.We went to change then i came out already some people still changing. Then the sec 4 nco(girl former nco) Go into the boys toilet lol
Lets skip to the games first was to fill up the bottle which has holes in it the school that get the most water in wins we used our shoes and must use different method of going there in the end everybody just run only.So we got in and our nco earlier say we have to win since we the host ad we can keep the trophy for ourself.Next was crawling on mud had to go under some mats, over chairs,under chairs like the table is right side up and the chair in on its side and the table over the chair and we have to move over the chair and under the table.crap the nco purposely made it muddy one and we still have to carry a mestin with water in it when came out all of use were dirty sir say other school willing to be dirty to win so ask us to also just go in the end we won.
2min 42sec the 2nd school was 3min 24sec (if i don't remember wrongly).

After everything we helped to clear up.all of then so childish sia chase after those that never play want to hug them lol make them dirty.So after that went change and went home

STRESS!!!!!

2006-08-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

Your Stress Level is: 81%

Wow! Not only are you extremely prone to stress, you're a total ball of stress these days.
And while times are certainly tough right now, being stressed out is not making it easier.
Your stress is effecting your relationships, career, and most importantly, you health.

How Stressed Are You?

Ahhhhh Stress HAvming pleant of moodswings cool huh lol.

Sunday i was sick and tired

Today kena punish when home econ and CCA

Home econ forgot to take towel woke up late and there were in another bag

CCA all of them just couldn't stop talking

Almost faint do pumping after stand my eye sight like blur blur they everything the colour very bright like yellow one whole patch cannot see detail like flashing or smth

Oh well bye for now

My Mind

2006-08-10T13:16:00.000+08:00

Been feeling kindda emo lately been going down down down.
I have also been thinking alot

I wondered last night what have i actually done during these ~~13 years~~ of my life 13year 2mth and 26 days some where there afew up or down.

Well Not much that really made my life like um how do i put this um
~~happy?Contribute to my whole life? done something good?~~no no no
I don't know how to put this its a feeling that makes me ~~sad~~ makes me want to go back to the past and change ~~everything~~ some things Arg!!!Ok i am getting mood swings.

i feel so ~~down~~ i feel like just running an endless road and feeling ~~tired~~ just feeling the wind on my face.~~I WANT TO SCREAM~~.Ok forget that part.

Haiz sometimes i just wish i can fall down and sleep for a long time with no worries.I missed too mcuh of my life wasted it all 13year 2mth and 26days i am changing. the stress is ~~not~~ getting to me.It must be.

Lets think positive happy birthday singapore, Friends alot of birthdays near national day khoon hwa 4th chee hean 30th july lian jie,karen and more hmm can't remember memory failing me.
bb people

EQ

2006-08-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

STRESS!!!

2006-08-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Your Stress Level is: 64%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.
Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.
Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

DRUG!!!

2006-08-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Is Like Heroin

You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.
Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.
People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

SODA!!!

2006-08-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke

Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

This week

2006-07-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

Haven Post for long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long time

Lets see monday:some old PE teacher come teach us PE aunty.2 weeks then do wat warm up

Tueday:CCa NP do drills and some safety first lecture

Wed: Nth much happen lol.

thu:Mrs HO didn't come so slack at least i did lol

ISP did video Ditch all of them cause they keep fighting lol

Friday:Sci got some dumb test i dunno wat the indicator change colour to

That question only.

And Music finall got to use the keyboard and the IMAC.

After that nth to do cause no CCA Satuday got later than tok abt that.

So i stayed back with Cuthbert that group cause they doing ISP till 3-4 i think

They do half way the video and had CCA so they edited half

Zi teng and cuthberd no CCA cause Shoot had BBQ for the SEC 4

Sat:First was PT Did the same Set exercise

Then had to do either SET exercise or starjump for the lateness

So he let use choose what we want to do and how many

Starjump We said 2 sets of 30

HE say he only add 5 to each set cause quit pleased with the number.

GAmes after was Captain ball.

Then was break nobody bring food so they actually

kindda know we won't so had biscuit and bread.

Acutally don't need to change but they change the plan that break time

Need to change to Full-u.

Full u at top floor cause our class rm was needed for parent meet teacher.

Than open parade then drills.

Then went for lecture on knots and lashing again.

After that close parade then get our valuables and change then go home.

Thats all for today

This whole week

2006-07-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

Monday no school cause of youth day.

Tuesday NPCC wear FULL-U for the first time so hot.

Full-u looks nice but the feeling when wering it is not.

Wed nth much

Thursday got lesson at7.30pm

Friday Excel day thing so 12.15 release.

Music had to sing the damn school song thing.

Choc Day/Sunday

2006-07-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

Today is sunday and choc day OK maybe not today.

Lets try that again

Yesterday was Sunday Choc day.

Yup thats so much better

Choc day was kidda um fun?Tiring Yup but educational.

We from 9.30am reach school briefing and go to Novena like already 10+.

Then we went to sell all around the area.

From that time to like 6?!?!

Have rest abit lar

But lts like so long 10am-6pm like 8 hours.

In the end also never sell finish.

We were like walking walking asking asking but not alot of people buy.

Like less than 1/4 of the people we ask buy lar.

Tmr not going plaza sing to see then perform.

But i will always support them mentally

GO TMS'IAN I will support TMS FOREVER

Nth mush these 4 days

2006-07-01T20:02:00.000+08:00

Haven blog for 4 days Wow nice

Well wednesday was just normal

Thursday was also normal but have first english lesson from 7.30pm-9.30.

Cause of may bad SA1 result

The lesson was ok lah teacher very friendly

Friday just had CCa So thats all 4 day in a short post.

BB nothing exciting happens these days

2nd day of semester 2

2006-06-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

Well today was um eventful?and tiring definitely tiring.

First lesson chinese BOO teacher never come YAY.

We need to do zou wen.Another teacher gave us the question

Then was history the teacher is very um well very like um good or maybe detailed.

She makes sure all the people are listening and she also is comical in a way.

Then was recess.Skip recess.

We had um math after recess as boring as usual.

He didn't collect the consent form and report book cause he ssy busy today so collect tmr

Next was Alive she told us the rm change and some of the suject time change like alive is now no tue not mon.

lunch skip.

Assembly was a talk from one of temasek sec former student.He is very sucessive.

After talk got CCA it was like 2pm when dismiss from assembly.

My CCA at 2.25pm.

Today CCA was kindda nice and kindda boring and kindda tiring.

Nice cause we learned a new drill and they told us we can wear FULL-U liao next tue.

FULL-U veh hot 1.Maybe its not a good news.

Boring We did like only 4 drills all day from 2.30pm to 5.15pm i think

Tiring cause whole day do drills

I think my throat will be sore tomorrow.

Have to shout alot answer "YES SIR" not loud enough then say again

Or good afternoon.

Well end it here don't know wat to type ne more

Semester 2 of School Started

2006-06-26T16:01:00.000+08:00

First day of second semester term 3 was um so-so lah.

Who knew the timetable changed completely.

Well had our first Home Economics lesson well unlucky had Mdm Farizah as teacher.

And had some new form teacher or something.

Mrs.Goh or something from anglican school transfer here.

She was the discipline mistress for sec 2 there die liao die liao.

HAd our first history lesson.

The teacher was short.

She was quite friendly, but i bet after a while she wouldn't be.

Because our class is so noisy but first lesson dare not talk lol.

Kit Kat Choc day we have to sell LIMITED EDITION CAPPUCCINO-FLAVORED KIT KATS

All around singapore.

This Sunday Youth day.

Time well Start 9-12am End 4-6PM(depending on batch NO.)

We needa buy the tee for the choc day fun rasing thing $4 sia lol.

i guess because it is to wear on that day to sell and a souvenir.

We wear that wif Jeans/school pants/shorts/skirt

Oh well since its for charity we should brighten up.

OK i shall end this post here bb hope you guys would have a fun time selling.

Change layout

2006-06-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

I realise that black background is making my words very hard to read.

So decided to change it.

DO you think its nice?.

Well even if you think its not i don't give a damn about your thinking lol.

Oh well school reopening soon very soon 3 more day in a few hours 2 more day.

Homework still haven finish

Better faster finish.

Ok bb HOPE everyone had a nice holiday.

Even if you haven't thats too bad cause hols are gonna be over.

COUNT DOWN 3 MORE DAYS

Six months/school holiday past

2006-06-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Well 不知不觉 already 6 mth of 2006 gone half of Sec 1 gone.

In another 6 mth, we will be Sec 2 already.

This half a mth was sort of Okay.

Maybe made some enemys and some friends.

Oh well what can i do.

Met some of the Six-Two'ian during the hols when went to meet Mrs.Heng.

Been really wondering alot in the hols.

Mostly abt CCA, Second abt 6/2, Third abt others.

Well lets flashback to the past let see how much i have change due to my Sec friends, CCA etc.......

Well last time i wasn't very sociable, Weak etc......

Well now, i learn teamwork, conquer fear, become strong etc.......

I wish i had treasured the past

I wish i could go back in time and had now the attribute at last time.

I wish..........

Iwish....................

I wish............................

I wish....................................

I wish...........................................

I wish..................................................

I wish.......................................................

Now i end this post was toking to Chee Hean and he gave me the inspiration.

Thinking alot lately

2006-06-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

Well haven’t posted for about a week. Been thinking quite a bit after the NPCC camp. About whether I have chosen the right CCA. Or if maybe I could excel better in other CCA. But I realize that I have no regrets since I can’t go back in time and that NPCC have trained me to become a better person physically as well as mentally. Especially in the camping days I really can see how it trained me. Camping made me realize the spirit of teamwork, working as 1. Teamwork was very important in camping so it made me realize the importance of teamwork and as for working as 1 if 1 person doesn’t do it the whole team have to redo. And as for physically well we had punishment when we were late even if it was only 1 person. They are many more incidents and many more skill the NPCC teach me. Example confidence walk, ration hunt, mystery night, obstacle station….and more. And as for skill It teach me courage, believe in yourself, never give up, friends that are doing the same thing as you can help you a lot….and more. Now to list out the more important skill that they teach me through out the whole NPCC training for this few months. Punctuality, safety (job as different kinds of police), teamwork and most important overall discipline. Well that’s about what I have been thinking about my CCA. Bye Bye all. Oh ya 1 more thing if you hate your CCA and regret 1 more thing if you hate your CCA and regret joining try thinking of what you have learn from it and since you can’t go back in time just try to learn as much as you can and I bet at the end of the 4year I mean 3years+ you won’t regret it.

NPCC Annual June Camp

2006-06-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

Well haven't been blogging for ages nah not again not very long actually never update on Friday when come back from cam cause tired and satuday i type and sunday i type as you can see the post veh long. Well the cam was Fun, scary, tiring, hot, thriling, educati..... Ok carry on reading.

NPCC Annual June Camp Day 1

2006-06-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

This Post is going to be long VERY LONG.If you don’t feel like reading the whole post then don’t read at all. Lets see hmm ok first we had to arrive at school by 7am.Then We had to go for some ration hunt activity need to go to the first area find the clue to the next area then go to the NCO show the paper then the NCO will ask us to do something like maybe 10 pumping 20 star jump etc…so first Place was the garden the place near our English class room. Then went to the Koi pond to find the clue. The NCO ask us to do star jumps over there do finish We went to the fountain there the NCO there ask us do pumping, star jump and our hands hold our ear then squat down then up again 20 times. The next station is the one we went wrong. The paper says blue shed we thought it was the CD shelter but actually was the PE store. Then we found the paper go to NCO Had to lock our hands together and jump up the stairs near the Shelter to the hall that stairs. After that we went to the Canteen to find found already give the NCO then We actually should have 6 clues but only got Five the 4th one missing (PE room). So the NCO confiscate the 5th and 6th one!!! Actually can finish one but then go wrong place because of that one place make us cannot even finish. So we went to the PE room the paper so easily spot at the pipe there. Then NCO ask us to like sit on air but have the wall as backing. Have to bend until 90 degree. Then the NCO keep wasting our time lol purposely one. We sit already for like maybe 30 sec then he say he hasn’t started the time. Then make excuse say that not 90 degree restart. Then we went to the drive way the library there but further. Then cannot find haiz oh well but you know where we found it at the drain there lol search so many area the drain there. Then ask us to sit wall there again this time waste even more of our time then the previous one. Then sit so long until cannot stand. Then went back to CD shelter to find then the NCO say they never got back the paper WTH! The sir ask us go to the fountain there Then had to do what the NCO say first before trying to find the paper. Cannot find lor. OK never mind so We got very little points for the ration hunt. Yay after the ration hunt it was lunch We had to make a fire by Digging a hole and burning dried leaf and twig in that hole. Then had to cook can food using the fire to get points for the survival cooking then we had to cook for ourselves the survival cooking was for teacher to eat and give points. Ok after the lunch, we had to pitch the tent. Oh wait or was pitching the tent before the ration hunt oh well forgot Well nvm. SO we learn how to pitch the tent. And after had some pioneering thing some group made shoe racks others made mestin(don’t know how to spell) holder and some made a small clothes hanger using short bamboo sticks, twine and a sack. Then next was 3 Station. Group 1 and 2 1st station first 3 and 4 2nd and 5 and 6 3rd.The first station was to climb on to a chair that is on a table. Then turn your back and drop on your back they will be people to lighten the fall even though there is a thick mattress underneath (only few people tried not enough time). Then 2nd station had 3 parts 1st was the sweet in the flour tray hand to use mouth to get the sweet out you can keep how many sweet you can get. Then had to eat cookies using only the mouth like dog like that on the floor on the plastic bag. Next was to hold a pail of water with your leg and say a group cheer. 3rd station was to tie your leg with another person and 1 person gets blindfolded and we play hockey kindda game. So there was dinner and wash up the girls go shower while we cook after we eat we went to shower. We at night we still had some activity forgot again lol I only remember had one was to solve who killed Casper. We had to go around the school to find words stick like maybe at the door the side or below the notice board then go back to the NCO at the canteen and tell him the word he will give us a clue to the next area like Casper was using the computer when he felt urgent flussshhh which is the toilet near the com labs. So we went around the school with our torch lights then the third clue we couldn’t find so we go to the NCO say cannot find so he gave us another clue for another area and for all those clue have like this clue Casper was reading a book when he felt a hard hit on his head. They are suspects in the case holding like sticks or knife which are act out by NCO around the school. Ok so after the event had to wash up like brush teeth my group was the first for sentry duty from 12.30am to 1.30 am then called group 2 to do. Had to wake up at 5 to wash up for the day. So we actually only have the time to sleep for 3 ½ hours but our tents were so hot so cannot sleep so less than 3hours actually.

NPCC Annual June Camp Day 2

2006-06-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

Ok so the last group on sentry duty was the 6th group so they woke the rest up but some of us couldn’t really sleep so did not need them to wake us up I like maybe sleep for 1hour something like that only. I was one of them who already awake before they wake us up. They were quite a few who got out of the tent and sit on the stone chair near the tents in the field. I think some just lie in the tent. After waking up most of us never go brush teeth just sit in the class and lie on the table and rest awhile (the class room more nicer than the tent at least the class room have fan). Then 6am went to report at the parade square for flag raising and PT!!!!!(PT is Early in the morning). First was warming up then had to do star jumps don’t need to jog around school SO GOOD LOL (actually not so good one because later got to walk to east coast and back again for the sand castle thing (more details later). Star jumps actually need to do 4 sets of 30 120!!! (WTH). But 1 girl after doing 2 sets felt sick so the NCO attended to her so no need to do the other 60 YAY. Then was breakfast The NCO made bread and Milo for us. We had to get our mug form class room come back then get Milo and bread After every group get the bread then can start eating. After breakfast need to get ready walk go east coast. Went back classroom to take poncho in case it rain. Then want to report at foyer. Walk to east coast then had to make sand castles like how to make so nice we see we thought we couldn’t do it but after we see how the people do we see they have so many tools and how to use them then actually was easy lar. Learn how to work together, about what type of sand make what and many more. Then had to walk back to school. That time already 12+ to 1+ already so reach school was lunch. When walking back to school it started to rain that time then I realize that I lost my poncho so unlucky. Anyway most of them never bring poncho go so also never mind lar. When reach school some ask can bathe but NCO say cannot cause afterward also will sweat so don’t bathe just dry up and change but most of us also never change. We went to cook straight away. Since it was raining, we cook in front of the D&T room. We only cook the noodles the beans and curry meat never cook. Oh well as my sec 2 Senior say this is June Camp. Then had obstacle course. Only did 2 of them 1st was to climb the rope I always cannot do the leg and hold on at the same time tried quite a lot of time. Next was the 2 bars to flip over the 2 bars. And 3rd was double commando to climb on 2 robe and move on it. I never tried this not enough time 4th one also not enough time. Because had to go class practice song and the NCO tell us about the campfire and prepare for the performance the theme cartoon. Then dinner and shower was so rush. Campfire was ok lah. Sing songs perform and others. Skip to confidence walk. We cannot us torch light unless something crop up. We had to go 1 by 1 the route was same until 1 point the point was the bridge on the 3rd level. While waiting I fell asleep cause like so long 1 person need to wait for a few min then another go. The route was to go to the boys changing room that part the D & T room infront follow the path to the locker go past the library don’t go up that stairs go past the water cooler go to the cross point turn left go up the stair go past the art room and the English room go up the stairs go past the com lab and go to the bridge there got NCO ask us to pick a paper to choose the route. Lucky I choose the route no NCO come and scare one. Only got scare at the locker near the library there that one. Ok carry on with the route. Go across the bridge turn right go to the piano you know near the band room and there got NCO then had to write what I Lee Jun Yu know that anything could happen and promise not to cry something like that but longer. When I reach there have people so he ask me to sit in the dark there and even before the guy finish have another person I think that one was Hao Ming cause Hao Ming say He had to take another route because that have 2 people already. Then had to write Then walk through the dark corridor and then walk down a few steps and turn right That part so dark I had a hard time finding the door to the hall the side that part where the light effect are done. Then went down and went down the spiral stair case to the foyer and the route is done. Some of them cried lar because other route have like um 3-4 NCO scare one lar. Then after that had sentry duty now is group 6 first then my group is the last group for duty. During the night got some drill some can wake up some cannot hear the ones that wake up never go wake the one cannot wake up so all reach there that time already 8 ½min then the CI say very late if really have some accident all of us die already then she ask us next time can how long reach we say 5 min then she say because late by 3 ½min 1 min 10 we had to do 35 pumping in the morning 2-3am haiz.

NPCC Annual Camp Day 3

2006-06-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

SO was the last group to do sentry duty so after sentry duty went to wake the rest of the campers. Then went to class and it was the same as yesterday most never go brush, teeth wash up most just sit in the class because only have time to sleep for 3 ½ hour and so hot so less than that so all of us tired as I said earlier 2-3am did 35 pumping. After 6am need to raise the flag then do warm up and morning PT. After the warm up we ran around the school 3 rounds then need to do 3 sets of 15 pumping, clutches and back lift. I think there was also star jump forgot oh well too many thing to remember so tired. After PT had to take down our tent and scrub off all the mud on the underside of the tent. My tent group pack the tent pretty fast at least faster than the other groups. Then we help the other group. Then it started to rain!!! So we quickly help the others take the tent in. Then the CI said 1 more min but 2-3 groups haven’t finish packing have quite a few groups over 7 I think. Then cannot finish have to do pumping 20 then do a bit count not loud restart then again not very loud the CI ask if want to redo we shout loud say NO MAM. Then after finish permission to recover MAM say a few time then she ask how much more time we need we say 5 min then we rush rush rush the last boy group finish the girls haven’t so we all went over there then cannot go in the bag then our very helpful NCO help us open out then help us roll and put in the bag Thank You Sir. After that have breakfast YAY. We have 5 min to go get our mugs and back this time come back on time breakfast again bread and Milo. But today last day have watermelon. Then have to say cheer then can eat 1 group never say so they all got PT punishment pity they say quite a lot the PT punishment even more that morning PT by a lot. Then we eat finish then they came back so they quickly eat. The NCOS don’t want to eat the watermelon. Then ask us eat then 1 of then like bring the watermelon to the mouth ask us open lol feed us. After breakfast have to put back mug and come back canteen in 3 min wtf then come back not on time have to do pumping. We go you know the circle thing between the fountain, bookshop and canteen the pathway around the circle there do pumping. There wet sia so do pumping cannot lie on the floor so very difficult to do. Do finish we went back canteen got briefing to do school clean up. A few other and I do the changing room. Others do the classroom, D&T block where we do cooking, canteen, campfire and others. After finish the canteen one haven’t so they ask us help. Do finish we play games, water games, water bomb. Some of them don’t want get wet but NCO still make them wet the NCO like so childish like that. The games goes like this each side have 10 bottles each and limited supply of water bomb after you got hit by the bomb have to put down the bottle wherever you are if you have a bottle and go out of the ring for 10 sec. Each group have to get the bottle from the other group back to their own side, cannot take your own group bottle back to your side. Then after Grp1 VS Grp2 , 3 VS 4 , 5 VS 6. Then CI ask us to play scissors paper stone the one that win can bomb the one that lose. The sec 2 win a lot then a lot of people hate Wei Ming so ask him to play but he won oh well. Then the NCO Soon Hui came back. He is the organizer of the camp and the CI wanted to play with him the he like so scared like that cause CI leh but then she say “You know I work and play not togther one. Then he lost then she ask another NCO play say want to raise the stake but this time she lost lol. 1 whole pail of water lol. Then the NCO got a pail of water ready to pour at us then say we cannot run away lol. Then after the whole water thing. Have to change. Then we went to gym to do cheer competition and give prize like for best camper and best overall group. After all that can go home oh ya forgot about the ration box. The Box whatever we haven’t eat can take go home. Ok that all about the TMS NPCC June Camp 2006. This is Jun Yu here signing off. (hand tired sia type so long I Friday type Day 1 and Saturday Day 2 today Sunday night this one.)

Training as Road marshals At Road Safety Park

2006-06-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

Today the training as road marshals so boring.First go school at 1.30pm.The Bus only came at 2pm.Then go to the Road Safey Park.Got some lecture on how to be the marshal in Road Safety Park and when we should book the student when they to play.What they should not do.And what should a Marshal do during the 1hour game.Then the person ask 1 person from each school to go get the card you know when playing that time have 1 card to demerit and to show where to go.We had to go to all the checkpoints to see the place so that next time if they ask us to become a marshal in the road safety park we can help the student when they cannot find the place.Next was a break go buy some tidbits snacks to eat and drink.We need to go back to the room after the break for another lecture.This time the lecture is about what motorists should do when on the road like Don't Tailgate, Signal Early, Give Way as well as Don't Road Hog.Then we went back to school at 5pm only 3hour.Okay thats all for now.Bye.

Holiday so far hiatus

2006-06-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

I am going to use proper sentence and word in my post because my english is like very lousy.Holiday nth much to do.Tomorrow need to go to school.Gasp its now already past 12.So its actually today need to go school and i haven't even gone to sleep.Oh well its at 1pm i check first.............Opps its 1.30pm to 5.30pm TODAY.1.30pm now sleep also can sleep until 12 hour my house so near school.Today Jing En came back from camp.Sigh he must have suffered.Oh well my turn coming and i am going to suffer even more.He in A/V and only for lets see wed-thurs about 36hours i think. Jing en blog say He haven't been sleeping for 35hour.Oh so i guess i am going to suffer more, cause i in Npcc and my camp is from 7th-9th june, 3days 2night maybe 2 and a half day about 60hours?!?!ok Nevermind.Maybe I should go on "Hiatus"like Xue Er.....Nah after camp sure have thing to blog one like Jing En also say what go late do pumping(didn't know A/V also did pumping when do something wrong[then i die already he did 70 puming in 35hours and so i might need to do a few hundreds cause my is Npcc and this camp is PT camp])and do somthing worng do pumping,late at night go for some confidence walk so scary(not saying he very timid he ownself say he scared i think i also will scared if i were him).Oh well tata for now nth else to say better go to sleep tomorrow have Npcc the road saefty park thing or should i say today have the road safety park.

Results

2006-05-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

Subject 1stCa 1stSa 1stcomb combgrad

English-55.0 47.0 50.0 C6

Chinese-34.0 33.0 33.4 F9

Math-71.0 58.0 62.9 B4

Science-78.0 82.0 80.5 A1

Geography-73.0 57.0 61.8 B4

History-Nil

Literature-70.0 62.0 65.0 B3

Design & Technology-80.0 56.0 65.6 B3

Home Economics-Nil

Visual Arts-Nil 70.0 70.0 A2

Civics & Moral Education-sic-Nil

Total-489.2/800

Percentage-61.2

Class Position-21/38

Level Position-136/236

Results-Passed

Attendance-94/94

Conduct-Very Good

Thats all About my marks did badly could have done better oh well i am going to give it all i got for Final Year Exam.

(Put it in different colours so easier to see)

Yesterday

2006-05-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday got back results post results next time don't have the mood.Start wif after school.After school went back BGPS met chee hean at the bus stop.Chee hean said that most of them have CCA so never come.We saw Gordan when w8ing for bear bear. bear bear say if he 2pm never reach the bus stop that means not coming we saw gordan so we ran after him.Then we walk together to the school don't care abt bear bear.In the end he also never come.At the school We w8 and w8 then Janice come Then Xue er then Ah pek and a few girls the rest don't say so many cannot remember.We cannot go in so we w8ed very long for the teacher to come out the boys actually walked away them the girls say comeout already to trick us then we w8 across the road until mrs.heng come out.then we talk talk then We went away.went to playgreound the boy actually wanted to play bball ask ji hao fer ball he at home sleeping lol so bad sleeping don't go see Mrs.Heng.Then He woke up after we went down from his block then went up again ask him to open the door to ask him get ball but he said he don't have.so we went to the play groud tok tok then went home.

Thank you

2006-05-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

i would like to thank my classmates for giving me support cause my exam result was saddening and i would also like to thank my npcc seniors cause they gave me support when i needed them most.YAY NPCC RAWKs

Today!!

2006-05-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

Today was erm eventful(Jing En style lol)Well actually was like a holiday.First was art lesson Mr.chin never come so the whole class enjoying in air-con room until photo taking alot of people never bring their ties , so need to borrow from other class student.Then took a few photos ten go back class play play play until recess time.After recess was erm chinese ya chinese.Chinese teacher ask if we had bring our books.Then we said we didn't so he let us do our own thing i think abt 45 then he ask us to go back to our seats cause i think too noisy.Chinese over it was suposed to be english but it was ISP.We were ask to discuss the script,want to use own dise or school one and when can come back to do the recording during June Hols.Math teacher Mr.Ng didn't come so had our own time Again. We very noisy so the next class teacher came a few times then we close the door very hard to close so haikal tried to close until the door slam the teacher come again then say why we slam the door the we told him want to close cannot close.ok thats all about lessons

Sunday

2006-05-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

Went to buy few stuff for the camp and like i only bought the trackpants and tee shirt and it already cost $35 and my list is so long lol.Oh well some already have one like eating utensils.Need to buy the poncho which i don't have oh ya forgot to ask NCO what type of whistle to buy.Tmr i ask.Oh well all of Sunday

My results

2006-05-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

My results like S*** like that.Look

English - 45 D7

Chinese - 33 F9
Math - 52 C6

Science - 82 A1
Geography - 57 C5

D & T - 56 C5

Literature - 61 B4
386 37

YAY! LOL flying colours my resukt are like freakin ****.

and i was aiming for

English - b4

Chinese- c6

Math - a1 - a2

Science - a1

literature - b3

geography - b4

D & T - b4

Haiz so far away pity i wanted to get like 24 and i got 37

So unlucky!/Npcc

2006-05-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

Ok lets start with tuesday,i lost my np-shrit not sure how though i went to change and went home then i lost it.Wednesday,got back or papers and you know what i failed english ok now for today,this afternoon had NP traning.i wanted to buy a new Np-shirt ran out of stock last bad luck to talk about."Didn't" bring my consent forms actually not really.I left my file in Mr.Ng's class room now i think me luck is coming back cause after NP PT(physical training)i thought maybe i wanted to find my file and try my luck cause i saw that some class rooms back door not locked. So maybe Mr.Ng's classroom also didn't and i got back me file!!! YES my luck coming back.Then i went Np room to give my consent forms to the TO(teacher officer).Ok now lets talk abt today.First lesson was Chinese,Chen lao shi gave us our holiday homework.What The **** so much lor.2 bk reviews 4 paragragh 12 sentence lor thats not all still need to do jian bao(10) also have minimum.LOL today Ren hao go draw on the face of the singer behind the paper always have lyrics and a pic of the person he go draw then teacher go pull his ear lol.Ok now next lesson Bio papers wah lao i got a measly 17 sia my chem better then bio i don't believe lor .Ok skip recess.then was dnt alot of people get low marks cause all dunno the plastic one we haven't do the project.CHU KHOON HWA again got HIGH MARKS last time until now haven't DEGRADE got 80 somthing sia.Haiz nth stop him oh well.Now math i got SOOOOOOOOO LOW lor.I almost one of the last i DEGRADE SO MUCH ok enought of that sad times.NOW for Np.Wore house tee cause as mention on top lost ok had PT then got Briefing for june camp.ok skip all the Briefing and discussing stuff.Wanted to buy NP-shirt after debrief but outta stock.Then i haven't pass up form cause i lost the file so i went to Mr.Ng class saw back door open went in to take then go Np rm give forms.today like only 2-3 have cca i am one of the unlucky one lol.thats abt all bb.

Results boo hoo

2006-05-18T13:08:00.000+08:00

Wah lao eh i don't believe lor yesterday got our result back for some sub lit teacher never come so we didn't get back our lit paper.Got back English,Chinese,Geography and part of Science chem,phy and mcq haven't got back our bio.First was Chinese i FAILED Chinese not that surprise though.I was ready for that.Then was Lit which lit teacher didn't come so the whole class was in erm CHAOS.After abt 1hr or so,recess and surprisingly like the class didn't want to go.After recess, it was Sci first was chem the teacher came in and gave out the paper and i realise that my Sci still RAWKS.We check finished for errors and Mr.Lokman came.Mdm.Tan or teacher said that the crazy teacher come already lol.Mr.lokman is very amusing and fun.When he came in,he wrote Pang 0/23 because he tot we 1L he even ask us then we said ya lol tricked him.When he gave out the papers he said that Pang got 22/23 so he actually wanted to trick the 1L boy so evil.After checking he went away then came English.Wah lao i don't believe lor i FAILED ENGLISH i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SURPRISE.I got a 16/25 for Paper2(1),12/25 for paper 2(2),13/30 for functional writing(still not the worst),and A MERE 8/30 for ESSAY ARG i got 49/110 i FAILED by a MERE 6 ARG.I almost CRIED And almost SHOUT i was angry and sad at the same time.Haiz bad luck.ENGLISH is the MOST IMPORTANT sub Fail and cannot go Sec2.And then it was Geo Wah lao again lor i got a 56/100 lor and i could have gotten 3 more marks just because i didn't do working F*** lor.and also the spelling spell wrong for a few of then then wrong the identify one.Oh well better end here i am gonan cry Dare not show parent yet.I guess my Nightmare has Juz BEGAN
ll wrong for a few of then then wrong the identify one.Oh well better end here i am gonan cry Dare not show parent yet.I guess my Nightmare has Juz BEGAN

2day post exam activity

2006-05-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

Today had IPP so hot sia in that stuffy old room we had to seal up all the gaps in window doors or anyplace that air could come in from.Wahlao the resources so little do half way the tape finish.So hot but Mr.Ng go on the fan because too hot YAY Mr.Ng. THen it was recess after recess go hall to see who do what painting or green project.YAY i got painting Pity Jing En,Fadhil(actully he wanted it),Teck keong,Jing Jie,Marcus and Yong han.They are actually More better then us lor.Dun Nid do nth.they just walk around the school come 4th floor see us paint cause they can go anywhere do their project.i paint until my hands all white HOW TO TAKE PHOTO!!.Luckily have thinner and anit bacteria soap.So rush sia i 12.40am the remember that nid to actually fall in at 12.45!!!! the 1 pm then take AHHHHH.then i still haven't wash my hands with thinner my hands so white so i run to wash then faster change.I run go to the 01-04rm then i see no one then i remember is outside NPCC Rm.I run go there.Late liao but not that late.They only took attendance.the the nco ask why i late the i told the i painting.Then wash my hands wif thinner to get rid of paint.Then we went fer photo taking.After that i go find Haikal and gave him the forms fer the annual camp because he never go cause he Dunno need to wear PT-Kit and cause he never read the notice board.Then i went home.

Post exam activity

2006-05-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

First was the green scavenger race in school they gave us our groupings and gave out the plastic bags and glove to collect rubbish during the race.then we went to east coast park.First thing was to do a crossword puzzle we were actually the first to finish.the psl lead us to the checkpoint also can go past without knowing make us run then have to go back.Well actually the psl don't really know where it is and the one at the check point didn't call us when we go pass!!!!then at that check point need to dig for ping pong ball.pauline volunteered for it then dig dig after 1min still digging 2min still digging 3 min still digging........ to find pingpong ball.After a while then found must be because most of them was taken away by the others.Then we walk walk run run to the next point.that one have 2 choice one is fast the other slower we took the fast one which is eating YAY lol eating biscuit plus pickel plus lotsa chille sauce ewww the girls didn't want to eat so i ate it and vomited lol too hot fer me. then we walk walk walk walk.... fer dunno how long to the check point to do the davinci code thingy we lest sabina pauline and MOSES!! do all the work quite long so got a good rest.we went to the last stop and then moses realise that he lost his water bottle so he went back and i went wif him the psl actually told him that she had called the one at there already but i guess he is protective of his belonging. haiz make them worried only.
then we walk walk walk back to the starting point or ending point depends on the time.When we got back went to buy water from 7-11.Mr Jared oh so fierce now then know he ask the 1r if they collect only that mush rubbish which is very little and scolded them in school.in school go for luch then debrief.

YAY exams ended

2006-05-10T13:54:00.002+08:00

YAY exams over for chinese it formally ended today.Haiz still worried i did really badly for the exams haiz lets just enjoy before the torture starts you know what i mean getting result getting scolded ect more revision no com no going out you know those things if we get lousy marks but... if we get good marks we will be in paradise playing getting rewards from parent haiz i think i will be the first type oh well good luck everybody fer ur exams you all are going to need it.

Change to blog and dnt exams

2006-05-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

I change the titles to the glowing effect looks nicer than the original one.Now lets tok abt d n t the answer i gave was horrigble.i don't know the answer for plastic one haven't do the plastic project yet haiz i guess i am just going to fail another sub oh well 1 exam left math paper 1 YAYNESS then can sleep all day thurs the malay still need to go so pitiful oh well at least chinese don't need who cares abt them.i shall end here nth interesting happens these days

i LOST IT

2006-05-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

ahhh i lost it i lost that one thing i lost a very VERY very VERY very VERY valuable and important thing this thing is priceless it can't be bought i lost a part of my memory i lost the thing to help me remember that day that good old times i lost it now life has lost all its meaning and that memory will be lost forever in the sea of my brain and i will never ever remember that day in years to come I LOST IT................

HATEFUL MATH

2006-05-08T09:39:00.000+08:00

Arg i was so STUPID today!!I HATE choosing questions I HHHHAAAATTTEEE.... ALGEBRA I HATE MATHS I HATE EVERYONE.I TOT we had to do all the question but N-O had to do only 1 question for sec B but i did both well actually not exactly both i did 9(a)i ,ii,iii and b i didn't i didn't notice it.10 i did A(i)and(ii) b i didn't do Arg i could have gotten more marks but i didn't read the instruction because i tot have so many question no time to read the 9 b i knew how to do 10 b dunno then i think and think 10b and i didn't see 9b puhlease mark question 9 because 9a have 7marks and 10b has 5marks haiz bad-day.

First time posting/exams

2006-05-07T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today first day posting morning study then afternoon make this blog haiz i am going to fail math algebra so hard.I study also don't understand.Only maths P1 and P2 and d n t.Chinese sure fail one.Geo also the identify the places onw i dunno.English quite hard.Lit the first one the poem i anyhow do the 2nd one i still have confidence.Get marks that day sure get killed by parents one.
oh well better spend the last few hour studying math i dowan fail but algebra so hard oh well still have to study bb

2006-05-07T16:18:00.000+08:00

Test Test 1 2